Thursday, June 10, 2010

A New Perspective

Seated above, enthroned in the Father's love
Destined to die, poured out for all mankind
God's only son perfect and spotless one
He never sinned, but suffered as if He did

All authority, every victry is yours
All authority, every victry is yours

We have overcome, by the blood of the Lamb and the Word of our Testimony, everyone overcome

A few months ago, I told some members and a leader of my congregation that "I was free from masturbation from two months and this time, I think I am truly healed. I didn't get healed for anyone or anything else, but my God."

When a pastor was told about my testimony, my healing was rejected. I was told I was not healed. I was told not to tell my testimony to anyone until I got all the help I needed.

How much help did I really need? I think the help I needed was from Jesus shown through His people to love on me in the victory state.

I have been victorious now for SIX MONTHS. Praise Jesus! I don't struggle like I used to and there is no going back. I know that I am healed of masturbation for good.

In the past, my friends would hear about my healing for a few months or a good amount of time and I would go back to masturbating, but I told my testimonies. I glorified God and this time, He is glorified even more. I am not going back. I know I am healed. I don't want to get dirty again. All authority is mine! Praise God! I don't have to go back.

The truth is that at that time, he was dealing with his problems, not mine.

My new church is amazing and they accept me for who and how God has made me. It is a better fit. God knew and He allowed that situation to happen at my old church to bring about a greater healing in me. God put me in an environment where I could be loved at the level that my old church couldn't.